i love cleo more & more larhs ! she understand me too well lerhs. yeahs. she's my girl XDD ! im searching for that perfect skin ! hoho. today i went gaigaiing with steph X) as usual she's late . i waited for her about 45mins ? tsktsk. she gotten pay me for this . she's always late. for school, for ballet, for jazz. tsktsk XPP. we took neos. XDD i go enlarge steph's nose&eyes. and she enlarged mine too. XDD super funny larhs. i was laughing all the way ! X) o.O jeryl look so cute&funny in his home clothes ! XDD.


hais. im waiting for cleo to be home from her ballet lessons. i got loads of things to say larhs. i cant tahan sehs. i need to talk to someone urgently. the best choice CLEO X). XDD ; really got too much things to say lerhs.
i think i will be changing this skin soon barhs. it doesnt look that nice after all. ohwell. my taste keep on changing larhs. today went out with stephanie ; as usual she was late. tsktsk. i have to wait for her for 45mins can ! wlous. she's gotten pay for it man. i saw that zharbor from AHSS . i thought she was a shorty =X she's super tall larhs. she&her friends were like wearing those kinds of clothings where go chalet this type derhs and i saw one girl wearing goth. i was like wth ? XDD ! me&steph took some neos . since we got loads of time to spare , we decided to play around XDD . i go enlarge steph's nose&eyes which look so funny larhs. we were playing & playing & playing. XDD ! so fuuny can. i was laughing like hell larhs. hoho. cant help it man.
on the way home, i saw jeryl . he look so funny&cute in that monkey shirt larhs. =X



ohgod; i dont know why . i've been down . i dont know what happen . ytd after talking to cleo . i cried larhs. though we never see each other so often ; but we still share . our joys our laughters. she found her true love. her loved one whom love her too. its been a long time since i see her so happy larhs. im happy for her. seriously i am. i was smiling all the way X) 10years of friends ; how can i not be ? hais. i envy her xinfu-ness. why cant i have a little . just a tiny winy bit. i think im not cut in these type of things larhs. i hate my life larhs. rahhs ; i hate every single thing larhs.
MOODSWINGING -


ohmygoodiness. richard is going to ruin renee's future .. by .. you know. yeahs yeahs. THAT. XDD ! its been long since i blog larhs. exams are nearing so need to mug mug mug mug. sian larhs. nothing much happen today. lessons were per normal. & lilian went spinning & spinning & spinning like a siaozharbor can. tsktsk. CME we did some elections things. blahs. recess ; were on the mission to search for mrlim .X) hoho . assembly was sian larhs. ahdui. ask bangalas come & perform. alicia was sewing her mother's day gift. beside us were the sec 3 tech class. they were talking about annqi ? yeahs. i dont know what they talked larhs. lilian , step & xiuwei pangseh me and went off. we walked under the hothot sun all thanks to yuanyun. ahdui. richard is super tall larhs. i was watching the imnotstupidTWO with SHAWNLEE in . i was like so tou ru larhs. that i didnt know that richard was behind me. == . he called my name & i turned. wow ; i need to lift up my head just to say a simple HI.

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he nono. SHE give me the creeps !



what shall i blogged about today ? hmms. today i woke up extra early for two reason. firstly ; i want to take the same bus as yuan yun & maybe gordan BRAT. X) secondly ; is that ytd i took the same bus as that bastard and i dont want it to happen again. so i woke up extra early. i made chao da bread. ohwell; cant blame me. and i really took that early bus. & i really saw gordan ! man ! he's so cute larhs. yuanyun told me that he smoke. TT.TT im like... sad larhs. when he called me jiejie that time is hyper keai lorhs ! XDD. cute cute cute. talked to mel. wlous that guy whom want find mel taiji is that bastard lorhs. chicken larhs he. small matter want to find taiji. i hate him man. i hate his guts XDD. hoho; but i think it will be settle ? ohwell. went straight home after school. lilian&ahma were walking super slow today. bus 3;6&17 had all gone . alicia&i had missed the bus. bus 17 came & guess what. that bastard&jeremy were on the bus too. SWAY LARHS. he talked super loud can. i was like annoyed lerhs. fuck him man. i really want to scold him& beat him up. its like the whole bus can hear what he talking larhs. talk so loud for what. scared people cant hear uh. cheebye MF larhs. he said he wanna do something to disturb the malay people. like so bad larhs. but heng jeremy is wuxim enough . grrhs. jeremy is much much much much better than him. {DUHS} reached home & started to sms lerhs. hoho. then went to the hospital cos my bestest aunty had given birth to a baby boy ytd ! so cool uh. on the way there ; i was listening to zai yi chi yong you and thought of lilian's stuffs . and i dont know why , i started to cry. what the hell happen to me siah. grrhhs. chicken larhs. when i reached there i saw my tall tall HANDSOME cousin. he's super tall lerhs larhs. 186 ? yeahs. tall uh. he must looked down and say hi to me. tsktsk. i love talking to him. just by saying somethings to him and my day just get brighten up. i missed him sosososososo much ! its been like 2 months when i last saw him, he changed. more yandao. taller. tanner. cooler. yeahs. XDD ; and then he left. X( we will be seeing each other soon ... one month later ... at that baby boy's one mth thingy. hoho ! i cant wait ! X)

to joshua's ex XDD : ta bu su yu nie derhs ; zong you yi tian hui li qu .
bu ru yin ye ; bi ci jiu bu hui shou dao zhong zhong derhs shang hai .
{ zhou de geng kiu ; shang derhs geng shao }
in his eyes ; you are like just a ordinary zharbor that can cop from any streets.
but theresa ; there's something special that made joshua fall for her .
just like you fall for him. exactly the same way.
you are already special larhs.
THAT LOUD; INSANE ; FREAKY ZHARBOR FROM 2/8 XDD.
oh gosh; im talking so much craps.
all thanks to dexter. tio inflenced by his lame-ness.
tsktsktsk !

sheesh. all those colour dont match oh well. XDD !
i know i dont stand a chance.
not even a tiny winy chance .
so i chose to giveup. the best choice.
i dont want to get hurt even more. even deeper.
i want to stop that love.
can i ?

WO XIANG ZAI YI CHI YONG YOU NIE DERHS WEI XIAO ;
im falling for you; <33>




to jabez ; hey. im sorry okay ? ytd i told you, i was in a bad mood. so i went moodswinging. & i reprimanded loads of people lorhs. SORRY ! to dexter ; i didnt mean to scold you derhs. im just confuse larhs. plus all those stress. grrhs ! to meiling ; sorry i throw my temper at you. thanks for forgiving uh. X) to alex; i dont like richard larhs. you this idoitic freak. blast you.

i wont be online-ing so often. only on weekends. weekdays im loaded with tuitions & works given by my mum. ohwell. its a bobian thing. mid year is nearing. ahdui; the good new is that most of my pimples had disappeared. XDD. i dont know what happen larhs. ytd went to ws makan. ahdui; a batch of ahbengs in front of us sehs. talk HYPER loud i tell you. some plans to crom people. XDD. i ate chicken rice with my AHMA&AUNTY. hoho . i bought that shirt, black shorts & slippers. NICE ! X) hoho ! guess who i saw. ben. ahdui; he lost weight sehs. tsktsk. XDD. i think im gotten flunk my eng&maths . those papers were all so hard sia. ohwell. HOHO !



oh fuck, my braces is hurting me again. tsk ! yesterday watched some korea show at 10 . i was crying man ! i was also on the phone with dexter. he's such a boxim come & laugh at me ! what kind of kor is he ! ohgosh; he cant come online lerhs. com crashed. ohwell. & & & AHGONG KISSED AHMA AGAIN ! im happy you know. XDD. jabez say ahma is chio &amp; ahgong look like a ahbeng XDD !. jabez; this time i cant intro her to you lerhs. later you come disiao into their relationships. SAD FOR YOU ! X) . richard is such a pig can. everytime sms half way; he went to sleep lerhs ! damn him. plus ahma told me a FUNNY news. richard is from china ! XDD; i was laughing non stop larhs ! XDD. hhohho. XDDD ! i cant stop. today i woke up at 8. ate breakfast & then went back to sleep. shit man; i think i got influence by daddy lerhs ! AHDUI ! XDD.
i went song-searching. & i found a song which i super nice.
i think i love you by byul. X) NICE CAN !


today was hyper funny larhs. i was laughing like siaozharbor. hmms. after assembly went to IT room do D&T; tsktsk. lilian was so NOISY with that hui you na mo yi tian. ahdui ; but we did finish it. at 3 went down. lilian called aaron. he came. they played bball while i teach mel how to do maths X) . HOHO ! then aaron took lilian's book. i was kind enough to help her get back lorhs. he ran into the boys toliet. lilian&i were OFCOS outside while mel went in. we were there talking. then suddenly one guy came out lorhs ! XDD ! he didnt zip his pants. then he was like oh fuck. XDD ! so funny larhs. i was laughing nonstop. i cant stop thinking of it ! XDD! then i dont know why aaron went home lerhs. so left me ; lilian; mel. we were bored.SUPER bored. so we played some moron games. we went shaking strangers' hands ! XDD ! first victim was heidi. we went walking in circle around her. XDD ! was so funny. when mel offer a shake; heidi was like huh. XDD ! was so funny. me&lilian were laughing larhs ! ahdui. XDD ! people were looking at us like idiots XDD ! gosh; i cant rmb anything more. on the way home, saw ivan ! goshgoshgosh; he's so tall ! & he said hi. i was shocked larhs. we chatted. he stiu like justina ! =X. ohmygoodiness; he's a yandao. XDD



HOHO ! yesterday went out with JABEZKOH. watched ice age two. & i didnt get a good seat. its not my fault lorh. he say meet downstairs at 1210 end up he came at 1245. ohwell, XDD, was super funny larh. you guys should watch lorh. after that, went to chinatownpoint AGAIN. to get jabez's specs. no different at all lorh. tsktsk. waste money. we played on the train. that game that mel taught me. i was stupid enough to get fooled by him larh ! grr ! hoho. then meet cleo. went in yamaha. ballet open house. XDD. JABEZ FACE SO PS LARH ! XDD. so funny can. gosh. i miss ballet. i was only away for not even a min & something happen. jabez kicked cleo. & cleo was about to cry . all his bloody fault. i cant leave them two alone larh. XDD. HOHO ! then went to simei X). o.O &&&& I SAW JOELNEOZIYANG ! XDD. he's tall. he's skinny. he's cool. XDD

& this is for AHMA X) { hui you na mo yi tian }
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alVuRqBgKrk&search=hui%20you%20na%20mo%20yi%20tian



o.O ; its been long since i blogged. okie, i shall blogged about today. X) i just found out that richard pierce his bone. == , dots lorh and plus that hongru stead with shermaine. today i DID called jabez, but he never pick up. not my fault uh. went to orchard with cleo, melvyn and chirstina X)). HOHO! was so fun larh. went to cine. played para para. taught chirstina how to dance X). see ! wu seh can ! XDD. only day she can dance NICELY derh ! and mel, believe in her larh. you dumbass. XDD. took cab to fareast to meet miki. on the way there, mel called her. she say she going bugis. dots. so bobian so there walk walk. i sibei love that hello kitty shop lorh ! i need to drag my mummy there lerh ! hmms. walk walk walk. then went to bugis by cab. AND AND AND i saw loads of people from friendster lorh. i saw my baobei !. she was with miki. miki is chio can. XDD. hmms. andy too. too bad alicia didnt come. if not she will go like siaozharbor. XDD . blahblahblah. at 4 30 went to tampines. saw bryan&varinto. and i was running like crazy. HOHO ! took bus three home. on the bus, we chatted larh , was so FUNNY ! showed ezlink cards XDD. mel dont look like him lorh . SO FUNNY ! wanted to go jeanyip cut hair derh. but wth horh, close lerh. saw jirus too. X))



back blogging X) . today jabez was late as usual. X) i was feeling rather down lorh. ohwell. fuck, took same bus as him. jeabez talked to him while i diam diam. wth lar. my dad was on the bus too . shhessh ! he got a new stead. & i pity that zharbor. sway sway tio that stead. tsktsk. reached school. show EVERYONE my lovely braces X)). HOHO! { yes ! im back to hoho - ing again ; thanks to jabez } lessons were sian lorh. geog test was alright ? yeahs. have confidence that i can pass ! XDD. yijie made me laugh & i smiled. WIDELY. the way i used too X) .
im feeling much much better now.
thanks to all . X)
YUANYUN; YIJIE; LILIAN; JABEZ X)
his words stiu mind to me.
i take his words seriously. dots



weets. i didnt go tuition today. X) my braces simply hurts me LOADS. went to library to study with jabez. X) then went to cleo's hse. X) played daidi. blahs. jabez tied my hair for me . XDD. machiam like ahma lar. XDD. so funny lorh. he made me smile. i smiled to way i used to. HAPPILY X).
080406 -
your words, your actions. hurt me soso much. im not what you think. CHEAP.
LET ME SUFFOCATE; YOU WONT EVEN NOTICE.
ai ni ye nan; hen ni ye nan . ohplease, someone tell me what to do
090406 -
you ruined my everything. i hate you. i regretted.
that greatest mistake of my life.
reputation distroyed.
im mistaken for a hooker.
totally moodless. i want a better life .
rebirth. the best choice

DEAD ; 2136 ; 09 APRIL 2006
i can hardly smile.




I HAD MY BRACES & ITS GREEN IMLOVINGIT !



sorry for not completing that previous post. my di really super cb lar. i hate him. got back results. blah blah. & i did pass okie ! XDD. wth lar. alicia got SO high lor. damn her. XDD. during lit, we watched romeo&juliet. ROMEO IS SO YANDAO LAR !! XDD. lilian went nuts over him and soon will be forgetting her AJ ler bar. XDD. cher so cb lor. was like watching half way. then stop ! wth lar. was sososososo nice lor. nvrm i go buy X) then waited for aaron. i was drinking my med. wlous lar, that steph give me a stupid face then i like spit out lar. sorry; AHMA, LILIAN & STEPH. ahma was kind enough not to scold me. X) HOHO ! i was standing there. fa dan - ing. then guess who i saw. that bastard lar. sheesh ! YUCKS ! ERXIN LAR. the more i see him; the more i hate him. HATRED ! went in for bms. alot of pple attend today's sections. tsktsk. doreen was behind me. i just reliease something. her nose is damn big can ! =X really , it is. ! XDD. wth im like so bad but whatever XDD. hmms. then aaron went off. and then lilian too. PANG SEH ! it was like 2.45. then we went off. feeling soso sian. ahma wanted to give her jiayous's to ahgong der. but its so qiao that he came down X) hehe. went back together. i didnt reliease that jeremy was with us. dots. on the way back, we played ang chai pai again. XDD ANG CHAI PAI ROCKS BIG TIME ! XDD was sosososo FUN ! XDD. aww, poor ahma always kena by me !! XDD. reached ws, ahma&ahgong went home. i went to find cleo and jabez at the library. HHOHOO ! weets. chatted at the library then went home X) i WALKED home can ! tsktsktsk ! played ang chai pai again. XDD; i managed to hit jabez. YAYNESS ! HOHO !

fine, hate me all you want.
i dont give a damn.
you just suck. a MF ;
pretend we never met.
im fine with it. FUCK YOU .



today was so scary lar. i thought i was attending school alone. dots. HOHO ! but steph DID came . X) lilian pon . tsktsk. & she's such a boxim, nvr come school nvr come and msg me. tsk. hmms. maths lessons is usual sian. then came PE. samisah give attitude to steph. then like she so fucked up lor. tsktsk. we ran 2.4KM. TT.TT BUT.. I PASS WITHOUT CHEATING. XDD. 16.54 YAYNESS TO ME ! XDD. then during recess, steph went home. X( sad. BUT .. alicia came ! teehees. feel so weird without they two around. tsktsk. after english went to attend dont what briefing on sectwo camp. wth can. only 80 pple can enter the THREE stars der. then only eight from each class can go. then we got nine. i think im going for the two stars der bar. ohwell. =/ . then went for that oral thingy. me,ahma&rebecca were like walking all over the place lar. cos i cant find cheewai's & junsheng's class. dots. junsheng one is at 2/7 while ahgong der is stiu an unknown. ahgong msged ahma say that he in 4/8. then i asked her go up lor. i take the timing for them . not even a min, she came down. i thought what, why so fast . then she say she dont dare. dots. so i call for HELP. found yuanyun. X) so we went UP ! the first thing i saw is ahgong. X) HOHO! i pulled ahma there. ahma scared scared lehs ! XDD. but i managed to pull her there. X) {CONTINUE SOON } {DI CB-ING }



grr. today i went school with jabez. on the way to the bus stop, he forgotten to take his art thingy. so diaos lor. so i went to his hse with him then go take bus 3 X). reach school at 7.05. HOHO! i was like showing EVERYONE my teeth ! XDD. so cool uh. XDD. i feel so werid sia. ohwell. melvyn was so kind enough to give me bubble gums X). HOHO ! ms grace lum didnt come & this calls a celebration ! XDD HOHO ! two free periods and then went for recess. i ate gou tel. wth sia. i having difficulty eating. == dots. tsk daryl&shaowei havent stop the BUDEBUAI - ING. tsk. so irritating lor. after school, ahma went off with ahgong ler. X) HAPPY ANN. ! XDD i want ang pao uh. hoho ! i was suppose to take alex's class for that oral thingy der. but i was KIND enough to rang gei jiaqi yeahs. i rwak uh. X) i dont know take which express class. so noisy sia. == dots. more sway is that its zhang yan der. dots. then got one guy came & asked. { girl, you nicolas tam's girlfriend ar ? } i was like diaos. & i told him we broke up. == dots. like whatever lar. i dont give a damn. XDD. was so so funny. steph was just opposite me. then like very difficult to talk lar. so i called her. those secFIVE freaks were laughing at us. dots. then we went to WS. ate mcd. and then i went home. X) actually want to meet cleo . but i was too tired. oh well. X) HOHO!. jabez called. wanted to play with BB. so i went down. he was msg-ing qing hui ! XDD. tsktsk. he's such a ty. XDD. and. PROOM ! rain so heavily. me&jabez were talking about stuffs. X) HOHO ! he&BB like stead sia. huging each other. dots. AND AND AND. i msged alex. X) HOHO ! i will show them to jiaqi. X)) HEHE ! i know im slow lar. but whatever lor. damn it.
NOTICE ME ;



chicken banana ! i went to compass point. my dad & i were early so go walk walk. but cop daddy alot of money ! XDD. omg. guess who i saw ?! FATTY TEO. sheesh. sway sia. hoho ! went to extract my teeth ! that doc inject my gums & make them numb. he gave me anti biotics. PILLS der. i cant swallow. == my dad , doctor & nurse kept laughing at me. wth can ! i really dont know how to swallow lor. cant blame me. =/ tsk. the doctor just pull out just like that. & i really meant PULL. at first i dont feel pain. i judt feel numb. then now its sibei pain lar ! im putting braces on sat at 8. SHEESH !. WISH ME GOOD LUCK.



today was suppose to meet steph at small mac after her jazz with cleo. but cleo early morning call me. she like wanting to cry sia. then i quickly rush over lar. which took me 45mins to do so XPP. HOHO! i reached there at 930. went to loyang point. she ate mcd. & i told her about me and nic =/ hmms. went back to her hse. played the com. then nic is online. he keep on asking cleo why i dont want to pick up his phone. wth lar. so bastard sehs ! irritating freak ! sheesh ! at 1136 we went to wait for bus 81 X) HOHO ! on the bus, nic keep on calling me. i like so irritated lar. i wanted to break with him der. then i pick up. i told him i want a break up. he asked why. i said. cos he's irritating & over sensitive. and like always control me and dont allow me to talk to boys. wo yao zi you. then he keep on saying that i played with him which i didnt ! i was like sosososososo IRRITATED ! i scold him. and then hung up the phone. & since then he stop calling me and i feel so FREE ! WOOTS ! X) we reached there at 1207 X) heng steph is stiu shopping-ing. HOHO ! me and cleo bought that sweet talk bubble tea. wth taste like shit sia ! NOT NICE ! wasted my 1.20$ for nothing ! at 3 PLUS. JABEZ CAME ! XDD and finally i met tianen kor. XDD. okie jabez i trust your words. he looked nerd. == he called me a tomboy. == wth. oh nvrm him. we took neos. came out soso lar. JABEX LOOK SO GONG LAR ! XDD. cleo look soso nice. i look werid. == diaos. steph look innocent which is so not like her XDD. after neos we went to starbucks. jabez treated me a large iced cocca. XDD. THANK HIM ! X) he donated 10$ sehs to dont know what charity thingy. i didnt know he's such a kind kor. then joelle came. X) I LOVE HER GREEN SPECS ! hoho. we chatted . O.o someone asked joelle for stead XDD. =X. about 415 we went up to yamaha and joelle went home X). hhoho ! cleo and me wanted to intro some chiobu to him. and we did ! XDD. QIN HUI ! XDDD. hoho. the most funniest part is that cleo pinned jabez's hair. XDD. was SUPER FUNNY ! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE HELL ! i will upload that pic soon ! like zharbor can ! XDD. at 5 jabez&i went home X) . hmms. he came up to my hse . i gave him some stickers. his phone look so gay =X. my mum says he look more yandao than nicolas. == DIAOS. jabez pei me go downtown. X) buy that famous chicken rice for my family. X) and as usual we played ang chai pai on the way there !. AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SPOTTED ONE ! XDD. was so fun lar. that Q was SUPER LONG LAR ! i waited for 45 mins ? yeahs. then jabez friend came. named mark. he dont even look like sec3 lor. more like a sec1 to me. he got a chubby checks . XDD and then we went home at 730. HOHO ! and i talked to jeremy and leon. they say nicolas damn cb der. leon got fed up with me and go cb him. jeremy stiu stick to him. i stiu dont understand why they want to be his bro when they hate him ? i asked leok to pangseh him but he cant cos he will go cop friends and then go cb those pple who pangseh him, wtf lor. MF KPKB CB. MAKE ME MORE ANGRY NIA. MONDAY ; HE WILL TIO MY DIAOS ! hoho ! X)

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