Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ; 3:07 AM

rahhhs. D&T is making me dizzy ! i cant remeber anything okays ! rahhs. WOOD; PLASTIC; METAL sheeshh. today had maths&lit . maths was quite hard ? yeahs. though i did finish in 20 mins but i only do those questions which i know how to do. hais. i think i wont be able to get A1 for maths. ohwell. we had one&an half hours recess. [: SHIOK ! XD wlous larhs. i was standing there, enjoying the breeze. jiaqi was next to me. then alex appeared. she shouted. JOELYNTAN a lot of times. wanting alex to turn. but too bad he didnt. so she shouted. [ JOELYN TAN LOVES ALEX ] i was like wth ?. i dont like him larhs ! okay. i admit okay. i USED to liked him. now , nopes. the feelings is slowly gone [: . i did it . i've learnt to let go. later he come bhb to me larhs ! gees. lit was okay ? the poem was quite easy. ROMEO&JULIET part was also easy. i like that part where we were asked to write to romeo assuming we are juliet. saying that "i" will be marrying paris & not him. i wrote alot ? yeahs. [:

i know i can
& i really did
i should be happy now .
but why does my heart feel so heavy ?



Monday, May 08, 2006 ; 6:36 AM

im using blue. as my mood is blue today. -.- oh gees. chinese i had rarely enough time to check my papers. hey , its only one&an half hour ? how am i suppose to read finish five different passages ? rahhs. im a slow reader. i admit. hais . science was okay ? yeahs. the equations were quite easy. i love cracking my brain. call me sick or whatever. i just love that kind of feeling [: i cant remember anything for digestive systems. gees. all my efforts. & sorry lilian. i pangseh you again ? SORRY ! [: all thanks to MADDELINE X) ; im addicted to tank's wo men xiao shi hou . its too nice. i cant wait for his album to be released in singapore ! QUICK QUICK QUICK !


hais. im out of love
there's no point of living
meanless to live on
he doesnt wants me
i thought i could forget him
but i never did
i tried to confess, but i cant
those words cant come out
hais.
love give people happiness
love can erased all unwanted memories
if love is so wise
where's the love i needed ? hais
my dreams. my hopes.
just ended in one flash.
time is running fast.
more time; deeper it is.
how on earth can i stop that love which is beyond control ?
FORTYFIVE; GREENJACKETGUY



Saturday, May 06, 2006 ; 10:10 PM

daddy called yesterday. LOLs . he's not only a pig but also a lamer. he called just to tell me dont call him ? dot lorhs ! tsktsk. i dont know how to tell him larhhs. rahhs. how ?! ; rahhhs rahhs rahhs. gees. these relationships thingy are giving me loads of problems. RAHHHHS ! i was already packing my stuffs to the korea trip already ? im boliao larhhs. the reproductive systems are driving me so crazy. what uthera; uterus lining ; male reproductive hormones ? RAHHS ! my cousins are here. gees ! not intendting to go tuition today larhs . my aunt force me to go. =/ bobian. hais.

ai yao da sheng shuo chu lai ; rang ta ming bai
wor feng lerhs ; shi yin wei wor ai nie zui jiu



Friday, May 05, 2006 ; 9:33 PM

yesterday was on the phone with JASMINEHONEY :] her stead&mel . jovain sounds like gabriel larhs ! really lorhs. was so shiok ! LOLs ! . when i first came into the conversation. i said a HELLOs & jasmine shouted HONEY ~~ . so cute larhhs ! XDD. were talking about settling taiji ? yeahs. bastard's&mel's . tsktsk. i hope that both my ahgong&daddy wont get involved lorhs ! hais. i woke up super early today. just to study. cant blame me for being such a guaikia [: . the reproductive systems are driving me nuts larhs. dad&brother had gone out. thats why im here. X) LALALLAs

after so much hardwork ;
im learning to let go
GREEN GREEN GREEN =/



THURSDAY;
daddy called me. [: but i didnt pick up. okay i did. but i didnt say anythiny larhs. cos his voice is super like joel. &im afraid of joel larhs ! rahhs. some bloodt freaky reasons. he said hello & i juat throw the phone to one side. scared larhs ! he called again but i didnt pick up. he told me stuffs. tsktsk. i cant promise to keep it a secret larhs daddy. i try okay. SKIPPED TUITION [:
TODAY
;
rahhs ! papers starts today ! i was blaming mrlim for not reminding me to bring my art during assembly. lalalas so funny larhs. daddy wanted to tell me something but assembly starts lerhs. so he went off. hais; im kapo to know larhs ! wlous larhs. that zharbor keep diao-ing me. fuck her mans ! diao what diao. bueysong come tell larhs. i hate people to diao me larhs. RAHHS ! english was quite easy. i understand both passages . [: first time you know. hoho. but the summary is giving me lots of problems larhs. 25marks can. i went down & study. i asked stpeh. what is air ? she replied. [ huhs ? air is air lorhs ] .tsktsk. XDD ! ahdui. blast that mskoh man! the topics that i study didnt come out lehs ! all my efforts all go down the drain lerhs. now its science. im beganing to like science [:

he's in the past .
not the present
& never the future.



Wednesday, May 03, 2006 ; 12:42 AM

MONDAY ;
i was mugging all the way. guaikia [: . geography is driving me nuts man ! gosh , 3hours of study can die man ! i was seriously studying lorhs. i cant rmb the facts larhs. cant blame me ; my stm X)my mummy bought me a purple mickey mouse shirt & i super love it [: its nice you know. gordan called ; jio-ing me out. i asked mum & you know what. she agree lehs ! i was shocked. ohwell i didnt ask why , & zoom !! i went off [: he called keffee out too . went to parkway . we laughed , crapped. XDD ! was so fun going out with them siah. though they are smaller& more inmature than me.13VS14 tsktsk. meet with mummy&daddy for dinner *
TUESDAY;
back to school . gordan was on the same bus too ! yeahs.[: he make my day larhs. his earhole is damn big okay . lilian pon-ed school with minyi. lina&vivian missed her dearly. LMAOs ! it rained heavily after school. sian larhs. i hate the rain larhs. make my hair wet&ugly shessh ! mel didnt had an umbrella with him & he was very wet. his hair was very funny larhs ! like nerd cans ! =X he went off style-ing his hair. i cant stand his zilian-ness. SHESSH !
TODAY;
im super hating jiaqi cans ! i wont forgive her derhhs. BIG BULLY ! HMPHS ! lmaos ; i didnt eat breakfast today & i was super hungry lorhs ! ate honey stars .x)) ; ahdui yongjia&jerome eat alot larhs ! HORRIBLE ! tsktsk. i saw daddy in his pe .. he looked so like a primary school kid can ! XDD. i was laughing at him all the way. HOHO ~ teacher yuan was checking my papers when daddy[: walked past. he was complained about my works& i dont know my basic. wtf larhs. tsk. showed janice to EVERYONE. bastard's next victim & she prefer youfu than bastard X)) YAYNESS ! and please. bastard is NOT my friend okay. watched narni during music. &; i managed to get a bear from mrlim for ALICIA [: steph was asking around about the movie thingy like a kid can . tsktsk. alicia[:&i were freezing larhs ! so we went outside. for warmer atmophere. X) i wore clarance's shoe. wlous. machiam like clown larhs ! size 8 half while mine is only 6half.




gei wor nie derhs ai ; pei nie zhou qu wei lai #
as swiftly as the wind
as bright as the sun
HAIS HAIS HAIS .
i cant stop that love
tai nan ; tai xin ku
dui bu ji - wor ban bu dao =/



GREENJACKETGUY



Saturday, April 29, 2006 ; 5:34 AM

i love cleo more & more larhs ! she understand me too well lerhs. yeahs. she's my girl XDD ! im searching for that perfect skin ! hoho. today i went gaigaiing with steph X) as usual she's late . i waited for her about 45mins ? tsktsk. she gotten pay me for this . she's always late. for school, for ballet, for jazz. tsktsk XPP. we took neos. XDD i go enlarge steph's nose&eyes. and she enlarged mine too. XDD super funny larhs. i was laughing all the way ! X) o.O jeryl look so cute&funny in his home clothes ! XDD.



hais. im waiting for cleo to be home from her ballet lessons. i got loads of things to say larhs. i cant tahan sehs. i need to talk to someone urgently. the best choice CLEO X). XDD ; really got too much things to say lerhs.
i think i will be changing this skin soon barhs. it doesnt look that nice after all. ohwell. my taste keep on changing larhs. today went out with stephanie ; as usual she was late. tsktsk. i have to wait for her for 45mins can ! wlous. she's gotten pay for it man. i saw that zharbor from AHSS . i thought she was a shorty =X she's super tall larhs. she&her friends were like wearing those kinds of clothings where go chalet this type derhs and i saw one girl wearing goth. i was like wth ? XDD ! me&steph took some neos . since we got loads of time to spare , we decided to play around XDD . i go enlarge steph's nose&eyes which look so funny larhs. we were playing & playing & playing. XDD ! so fuuny can. i was laughing like hell larhs. hoho. cant help it man.
on the way home, i saw jeryl . he look so funny&cute in that monkey shirt larhs. =X



Friday, April 28, 2006 ; 9:22 PM

ohgod; i dont know why . i've been down . i dont know what happen . ytd after talking to cleo . i cried larhs. though we never see each other so often ; but we still share . our joys our laughters. she found her true love. her loved one whom love her too. its been a long time since i see her so happy larhs. im happy for her. seriously i am. i was smiling all the way X) 10years of friends ; how can i not be ? hais. i envy her xinfu-ness. why cant i have a little . just a tiny winy bit. i think im not cut in these type of things larhs. i hate my life larhs. rahhs ; i hate every single thing larhs.
MOODSWINGING -



ohmygoodiness. richard is going to ruin renee's future .. by .. you know. yeahs yeahs. THAT. XDD ! its been long since i blog larhs. exams are nearing so need to mug mug mug mug. sian larhs. nothing much happen today. lessons were per normal. & lilian went spinning & spinning & spinning like a siaozharbor can. tsktsk. CME we did some elections things. blahs. recess ; were on the mission to search for mrlim .X) hoho . assembly was sian larhs. ahdui. ask bangalas come & perform. alicia was sewing her mother's day gift. beside us were the sec 3 tech class. they were talking about annqi ? yeahs. i dont know what they talked larhs. lilian , step & xiuwei pangseh me and went off. we walked under the hothot sun all thanks to yuanyun. ahdui. richard is super tall larhs. i was watching the imnotstupidTWO with SHAWNLEE in . i was like so tou ru larhs. that i didnt know that richard was behind me. == . he called my name & i turned. wow ; i need to lift up my head just to say a simple HI.

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